My Life

I don't know what the future holds, or, if i should really even concern myself_with-it.?!

All i know for sure is: my life is both better; than it ever has been, and, worse_ all at the same time! Of course, since global-news seems to concentrate more on the un-plesent, rather than the favorable, and, the arrivel of, Christ, surely has to be Global-news, no matter how sucessfully Establishment is keeping a lid on the fact, we will none the less_fail to rest so-much on the 'GoodNews' of the situation(lest myPeople should think i was bragging) as that of the for`mentioned un-plesent side-of-things.

Certainly there can be no more important reason for myReturn, than simply that i tell myPeople_that i have done-so, and, there`by allow them to make of it_what in their lives, is ment to be made of it. Some folks may decide to help me get myCase against myEnemies_into theCourts; possably because they belive in myCause and simply have the money requirred to assist me.
Others on the-other-hand, may instead choose to_as so meny do on lol/my`Internet, sit behind their little computers all day, and somehow without ever reading anything i have over the past Elevin(11) years written_other than what they find on Twitter, decide that i'm just some stark-raving-mad lunitic, grasping for attention. Frankly, i have had better luck convincing Athiests in-person that i am the living-Christ, than to assure my`Internet-Geeks, Ghouls & Trolls, i can even tell time!!

Then you have the, Tim Tebow's, of the world; who can talk a mighty-talk, but, and for reasons i don't blame him one bit for, he could never put the continued existance of his career on-the-line; by standing-up for theReal-me_in a fake world, because that world would strip him of everything he has earned to sustain himself. To-be-sure, i havent even directly 'tweeted' Mr.Tebow, because with so few in this world showing any sort of gratifaction in my possable return, one is lickly to take all the praise they can get/Right..? And that's often-times, weather they belive you're actually real or not!!

So what is there for me to do really? Everything i was ment to do, or all that ever was under my control to do, has already been done. Like any trueGod, i'm sitting on a pot of gold worth Billions; were i ownly able to get it into the courts. Were i somehow to get to Court, under the heavy heel of myFoot_i hold the heads of Establishment, Tele-comucations & Organized-religion. In the tight, clentched-fist of my right-hand, i hold the keys to Rightfull Holy-reveloution; which un-ashamedly would prove the un-yealding wisdom and compassion of myGod!

Yet, with all that, i'm most simply over`whelmed, by what a pratical-joker God sometimes proves to be, and, am convinced He has a Sense-of-Humor. Why else would i have found myself sitting in this place? Here i have my neighbour comming up & down the stairs all day, and, with every breath_denying me, cursing me, screeming that i'm not, Jesus, and i need to get on my knees in front of her and pray. She is so viement in her denial of me, that i often am brought to think she's deturmand to spend her last weassing-breath; trying to convince herself she'll send me to the burning fires of Hell. And it never stops eather, because, i can hear her all day_from inside her apartment, cussing me! Were i anybody else, it would drive me quite mad, i'm sure/lol

Then i have, Erin, that guy i was working for_trying to rip me off, because he had an intelectual-arguement with one of his partners; as to my existance. I guess nobody likes to feel their painter might be on a, grand skeam of things, more important than the Forman/contracter or Boss/Right.??
Small-minded, petty little-prigs! There both going to find their asses in court pritty soon. And you can belive if there is anyway i can, it will be entered into Court-records that: I am theChrist, because baby...when it comes to official documentation>>>That's just the way Jesus Christ rolls!
Amen