Off My Chest

Truthfully, i don't know if i'm supposed to have a good-old toke on the pipe first, or, just get right into this, but, naturally, and, i am sorry for this_theToke wins/back in a second!!

I love watching "Church of the Rock" on T.V. It's in-fact the ownly religious show, i ever do actually watch_at all. I know absolutly nothing about the guy, the Minister, Reverend, or, whatever his posistion-place is in theChurch, but, respect him, because, he obviously knows what it is to truely live life, and, most importantly, beleive in some higher-power_than ones self!
Of course if he starts talking about that walking-on-water stuff, or other such nonsense, i get a little flustered, but then usually he manages to put such subjects in a reference of todays understanding, and, not so literally; as meny of his counter-parts do_on their broadcasts. In-other-words: he's forgiven/Right? haha!

The point of all this however, and, what i intended you to experience from the beginning is: "i know insanity."

At nearly Sixty(60) years of age, probabully the better-part of myLife has been spent_in a drug-induced state, of Speed, M.D.A., Cocaine, Acids/Mesculns etc. And don't think i ran-away much, from hypodrmic-syringes eather! That's Thirty(30) years, myFriends. Thirty-years, where i was comparatively smashed out of my mind. I drove cars, i held-down jobs, i created buissnesses, had friends_none of which knew mySecret. And i did this all without a tradishional education; which is obvious, because, i can't spell for shit!!

But you see myFriends: Durring all that time when i was so confussed, lost, and even hopeless, because, i knew i wasn't doing what i believed myDestiny to be, yes...dare-i-say-it, durring all that time i was not the Leader of myNation, in the bottom of myHeart, and, at the top of myMind, i knew simply because i had faith, one day my dream would be capatured. I didn't know how i would do it: ownly that they didn't teach a course in school; as to how on goes about becomming Prime-Minister of Canada! My faith however was so strong, that when the time was necessarry, in wrote to other Real-leaders of Establishment; causing some to even vacate their posistions of athority_at the mear mention of myName & abilities. And quiteFrankly, myDarling's, other than, Jesus Christ Himself, i don't believe there are a whole Hell`of aLot of folks that can say such a thing, or, ever be able to live their lives_in which other people will be able to say such things about them..?
What? With that off my chest, i ask...
Am I supposed to appoligize for that, too!/??