A Life Lived

Can you imagine being the "first-Saint of the internet" having axcess to all of the world_at the touch of your hand, and yet...know that in the eyes of history, your work may be already be behind you; that all which is left, is you: "laying on your back, and, with all your Soldiers_be they little or big, evil or godly, commissioned, and, prepaired for the battle_which surely is to come; is the universe to have any conciousness at all, or in-other-words, you got nothing left other than to watch the proceedings, or, perhaps sit-up in front of that, personal-computer_usefull now to you for little more than viewing porn, because, heavens-forbid, were you to ever even suggest to the on-line public: you were this person, establishment, has secretly confirmed to be this-christ, they would feel no choice but to suggest you were crazy?


There's ownly one rule in life, one thing, i believe, we all have to do. And that is simply to live it! Ones life doesn't so much have to make sense to every other living person in the circumference of humanity, as much as it needs to make sense_to you! For that reason, if people want to believe: i have lived the past thirteen (13) years of my life_as a lie, they are free to do so. It makes no differance as to how i have lived my life, or, in the future_how i intend to continue doing so. To me, it will be a life lived in truth, and, like-wise, to those whom truely know me, it is understood that i have lied about nothing.

Be it a rock falling from the heavens, and wiping us all out_in this time; that a mear remnant of survivers return to the surface_to believe, indeed as the ancient-prophesies said would happen, Christ, surely must have returned as was said He would_even if for ownly the briefest moment in time, or, people come to believe me in mine, through me, Jesus, has returned, and, no mannner of bickering and self-denial can errace that, the choice is there; that nothing ofter than the fulfillment of time itself, can add further clarity to the situation.

if it were up to me, and all i had to do is know this person_rather than to be him, personally that would be the easy part. Perhaps however, this is because i might be somewhat of a romantic. You see, i recall a saying which goes:" You're believes will set you free" and have found a way to connect that particular saying_to those of a certian religious-prophecy. Now i'm not going to take that prophecy, and, spell-it-out word for word, because, we all know: were i to pronounce it out-of-sequence, heavens-forbid/Right...i couldn't possibly be the person it is suggested i am, or, i would know the, Bible, backwards to front, yes, even word for word.

Anyway, it is said, i believe, No i don't believe, i know, that:" in the latter-days of our present civilazation, a member of the ancient-tribe will rise from the debths of obscurity" or, in-other-words (Jesus Christ will return and be unknown by humanity) where`by the first part of this prophecy, or, equaision, is the latter-translation of ancient Aztec peoples, the first portune is directly from The Bible. There is much, much more to this prophecy, of course, a prophecy which was used to convince, Establishment, over the course of the past thirteen-years that in fact: i am, the-Christ, it refers to; though for time-sake, i will only repeat_and in so-doing, hopefully explain the meaning of the entire theory, and, my untimate intentions_at the same time. So it goes-on to say, and is then the conclusion of the meaning, that:" This person, rising from the debths of phisical-obscurity, will challenge empire/Establishment, and, in-so-doing, this person will become the leader of his nation. Since the age of seven (7) unfortunately, i have had the greatest misfortune to believe i was ment to become the Canadiam Prime-Minister, but, eventually realized_as impossible and unlickly that was ever going to be_though somewhat less-so now, i had none-the-less foolishly set my intentions too low. Now you get-it/Right..? The nation this person was ment to lead, was not some singular country, but, the nation of humanity itself! Fourteen-Hundred years after the death of the original-Christ, the Aztec-peoples & meny other ancients durring this time & in others, were predicting the return of Christ Jesus. And it has been my great-duty to inform Establishment: I am this person; which naturally i did_from even the first letter ever sent to this rather exclusive-club_who once ownly thought they were so all high & mighty!
Can i get an amen.