I Find Myself

Almost every morning when we get up, we say to ourselves "We're ashamed we probably won't be doing any blogging" because we know there is so much that needs to be said, and, quite possibaly I might be a touch more lazy than I would like to believe. Becides, it's easy to imangian none of this will even be known about for another three-hundred years anyway; since we know humanity feels Christ could never be allowed to be regonized within His own life-time_eather now or then, because after-all, that would require everyone to put-away their instrements of deception and war, and, finally come-together in a peaceful diolog. Heavens forbid eh?

Subsequently, I find myself_more often than I would like to_falling into that same trap most of socity has sunk into, where expressing our disatisfaction on-line, seems to be_almost in some perverted way, an excape into personal-calmness and satisfaction. Fortunatly however, at least most of my expressed-opinions are actually the right ones_for an inlightend socity; though I'm sure difficult for some to stomach.

I do of course realize it sounds petty to some people, to imangian a Christ that could take theCross almost effortlessy, only to return as one that wasn't prepaired to allow His people to even blasphime His name. I mean, come-on, words don't hurt right. That's after all what we were taught in my generation. But they do hurt. Everybody knows it. And when you hurt people, there are consenquences; often unimanigened but just as real for the victums of such abuse. So I can only hope good-folks would realize that when you're idenity has been confirmed by you're peers_as has been mine, to disrespect me, or even the very name of Christ, who we all know did exist, and once did this wonderful thing that we may all have hope, this could be somewhat of a special circumstance. For one: most people don't have to get-up in the morning, and wonder how very meny innocent people have been murdered_in you're name, since the brief time when you went to sleep. Not meny people have to understand that a President of the United-States of America used the name of your Savior to launch a blackmailed, immoral, unethical and illegal war, or, live with the fact that after mailing a letter to him just ten-days before, actually you were the very person he suggested gave you the permission to commit this great atrosity. No. You don't have to go to bed at night_feeling as though nothing will ever allow you to arise in the morning, with any confidance any of that innocent-blood, true-blood, has been maracialassy washed away; only to realize that it hasn't. Neather do you have to live in a world where anyone awear of your on-line presents expects you to be wiped clean of your humanity; so that you have the resembelance of the God they have so been taught to expect you to return as. Well I won't be a God. I am a simple man. And for those who can understand prophesy, those whom can understand that in the year of our Lord-1948 the nation of Israel itself was raised from the dust in the ground, into the great nation it is now, because, a few inlightened people simply understood prophesy, to make the short of the long of it, their idiots.

Of course I'm mad at the world. I'm furious! But more than being bothered by my people, and their total dismissal of me, I'm angry with myself. I'm the problem. I have to believe this, or surely I would be driven mad by my own mind. It is me who has this great weight on his hands; that in all my life I shall never be allowed to shake away from my being. It is me who has failed to make my people understand the truth of my own life. And it is me, who doesn't know how to communaite like the God one expects, but as only the human I so am. Ask yourself though: Isn't the merical of Christ that He was a man. Maybe folks needa stop blaiming me_in their hearts and their minds_for not being the God they think they so need, and, realize that as all members of the human-race we can get through all this toghther as such. But of course that would require a whole mess of true-sinners stepping-up to the line_making sacqfices simular to mine. These people can't even accept what they have done as anything wrong; those whom have so betraied me, let alone imangian themselves ever having to pay for it in any way.
Well people, it's only too late when you think it's too late. I havn't come to that conclusion yet, and sorry...hope I never do, because "I Pitty The Fool" who thinks colusion, racterring, blackmail, and all sorts of other trickery_is anyway for a nation, or a world to find inlightenment, and am here to prove that it's not.

Now I'm sorry this post is going to be so terribly short, but, I rather be at Twitter, where people arn't always quite certan if I'm serious, or not. After-all, I don't want people thinking I want to make-up their minds for them, now, do I. You decide.
amen